Just Do It!

It turned out that Lisa had nothing to worry about. Her boss's only respond was if he could join them, which of course would never happen. He was luckily unaware of the threat Lisa was to his marriage and that his wife was on the verve of leaving him for another women. What was stopping her? Lisa didn't want her to!
"You have to break up with her!" This was an accident waiting to happen.
"I've tried to but it is not that easy.."
"What do you mean it is not easy.. just f-ing do it!"
"The sex is amazing and.."
Bla, bla, bla... I was tired of people around me getting them selfs in shitty situations and not doing anything about it. Life isn't always easy but you deal with whatever you need to deal with!

Went home only to find Jay and Fifi in the sofa. L Word marathon had turned into a Sex and the City marathon. That means that Jay is feeling better. We've been down this road many times before. They didn't even notice me so I left again and went to a girly bar. I needed a reality escape.. really bad. Went home with a woman in her 30ies that wanted to be dominated. Fitted me perfectly. Went to her place and I used some of the stuff I learned at Lash. Some spanking and name calling. She wanted me to fuck her with a strap on and I did. I was bored before I even started but I figured she liked what I did since she was so loud. Too loud. It was such a turnoff that I had to stop.
"Whats wrong?"
"Nothing, I just lost it.. the feeling.. sorry"
I got up and she started swearing on me telling me to get the fuck out. I couldn't agree more. Turned my phone on and had two messages from Jay. One wondering where I was and the other one asking me if I could bring some chocolate with me home. And maybe also a bottle of coke. I asked the cabdriver to stop at a Seven Eleven. When I came home Jay was still in the sofa and she was very happy to see me. Or it was the chocolate that made her smile. I gave her a hug and told her that everything is gonna be fine. Her eyes watered but she was still smiling.
"Promise?"
"I promise!"

In Limbo

Got a long email from The Ambassador where she apologized for her behavior. She still wanted to come but everything is too late. So I didn't respond. Katja have been calling leaving 3 messages and I haven't responded to her either. God knows I want to.. and thats the reason why not. Jay is still in my sofa and she's been going through all four seasons of L word and starting on the first one again. Fifi have vacation from his job and has been watching some with her while I've been working. Now Fifi wants to be a lesbian too.

Stop Spinning

Haven’t talked to Katja for the last two days. Felt that I needed some space to get on with my life. VonDyke-time stood still, while the rest of the world kept on spinning. Now I need to take care of business. Lets face it, she is far to young (and so straight) to be wife material anyways and that’s a road I don’t want to go down on. Met Lisa at Strandbryggan for dinner out in the sun. She is working as a manager for a smaller hotel chain and she is having an affair with the wife of her boss.
”Kenneth found out!” She was smoking nervously.
”Are you sure?” I was confused.
”Yes!”
”How did he found out?”
”She told him! She fucking told him, and now I’m scared he will fire me!!” She looked really small.
“Calm down, he won’t fire you..” Who did I try to convince.. me or her?
We discussed the whole thing during dinner and it was nice to forget all about Katja for a while. It made me realize that thing could have been worst and I wasn’t so bad of after all.

Jay text me and wondered if she could use my sofa since she had a fight with her girlfriend. Previously she used to stay in my guestroom but it was now Fifi’s room. I picked her up on the way home and I could tell that she’s been drinking. I gave Jay the L word DVD boxes and made us some tea. She started from the beginning with season 1. Jay really loves that show..