In Limbo

Got a long email from The Ambassador where she apologized for her behavior. She still wanted to come but everything is too late. So I didn't respond. Katja have been calling leaving 3 messages and I haven't responded to her either. God knows I want to.. and thats the reason why not. Jay is still in my sofa and she's been going through all four seasons of L word and starting on the first one again. Fifi have vacation from his job and has been watching some with her while I've been working. Now Fifi wants to be a lesbian too.

Wrong to Right

Katja came and she stayed. We spent most of the weekend in bed and she didn’t even leave to get a change of clothes. She is truly amazing and I miss her already which scares the shit out of me. As soon as she left yesterday I went in to the office to get some work done and my mind on something else but her. I failed on every account.

The Ambassador called and wanted to come after all. Saying that she was wrong in a way and if I didn’t miss her at all? I never reward a bad behaviour (if I’m not in love) and this time was no different. I told her I still thought that the best thing would be if she didn’t come and she hung up the phone in my ear.