Got a long email from The Ambassador where she apologized for her behavior. She still wanted to come but everything is too late. So I didn't respond. Katja have been calling leaving 3 messages and I haven't responded to her either. God knows I want to.. and thats the reason why not. Jay is still in my sofa and she's been going through all four seasons of L word and starting on the first one again. Fifi have vacation from his job and has been watching some with her while I've been working. Now Fifi wants to be a lesbian too.
Wednesday, 18 July 2007
Tuesday, 17 July 2007
Better believe it!
Rumours saying that Lindsay Lohan has a relationship with Samantha Ronson. Good for her!! I’m sure Samantha fucks her way better than all the wankers Lindsay’s been dating in the past!
Stop Spinning
Haven’t talked to Katja for the last two days. Felt that I needed some space to get on with my life. VonDyke-time stood still, while the rest of the world kept on spinning. Now I need to take care of business. Lets face it, she is far to young (and so straight) to be wife material anyways and that’s a road I don’t want to go down on. Met Lisa at Strandbryggan for dinner out in the sun. She is working as a manager for a smaller hotel chain and she is having an affair with the wife of her boss.
”Kenneth found out!” She was smoking nervously.
”Are you sure?” I was confused.
”Yes!”
”How did he found out?”
”She told him! She fucking told him, and now I’m scared he will fire me!!” She looked really small.
“Calm down, he won’t fire you..” Who did I try to convince.. me or her?
We discussed the whole thing during dinner and it was nice to forget all about Katja for a while. It made me realize that thing could have been worst and I wasn’t so bad of after all.
Jay text me and wondered if she could use my sofa since she had a fight with her girlfriend. Previously she used to stay in my guestroom but it was now Fifi’s room. I picked her up on the way home and I could tell that she’s been drinking. I gave Jay the L word DVD boxes and made us some tea. She started from the beginning with season 1. Jay really loves that show..
”Kenneth found out!” She was smoking nervously.
”Are you sure?” I was confused.
”Yes!”
”How did he found out?”
”She told him! She fucking told him, and now I’m scared he will fire me!!” She looked really small.
“Calm down, he won’t fire you..” Who did I try to convince.. me or her?
We discussed the whole thing during dinner and it was nice to forget all about Katja for a while. It made me realize that thing could have been worst and I wasn’t so bad of after all.
Jay text me and wondered if she could use my sofa since she had a fight with her girlfriend. Previously she used to stay in my guestroom but it was now Fifi’s room. I picked her up on the way home and I could tell that she’s been drinking. I gave Jay the L word DVD boxes and made us some tea. She started from the beginning with season 1. Jay really loves that show..
Sunday, 15 July 2007
Wrong to Right
Katja came and she stayed. We spent most of the weekend in bed and she didn’t even leave to get a change of clothes. She is truly amazing and I miss her already which scares the shit out of me. As soon as she left yesterday I went in to the office to get some work done and my mind on something else but her. I failed on every account.
The Ambassador called and wanted to come after all. Saying that she was wrong in a way and if I didn’t miss her at all? I never reward a bad behaviour (if I’m not in love) and this time was no different. I told her I still thought that the best thing would be if she didn’t come and she hung up the phone in my ear.
The Ambassador called and wanted to come after all. Saying that she was wrong in a way and if I didn’t miss her at all? I never reward a bad behaviour (if I’m not in love) and this time was no different. I told her I still thought that the best thing would be if she didn’t come and she hung up the phone in my ear.
Friday, 13 July 2007
Straight as Gay
Jay was teasing me about my efforts towards Katja.
”I thought you said you never date straight girls!”
”Well, its not like I’m dating her. I’ve only seen her twice.”
”Invitation for a dinner like that is a little bit more just seeing, I would say.”
“Its not my fault that Fifi..”
She didn’t let me finish the sentence.
”HA, blame it on Fifi your coward!”
She was right. I was a coward and straight girls are one of my biggest fears. Too many of my lesbian friends has been hurt by them and in the end they always end up with a man. Exception Jay; she always got straight women AND they stayed around for as long as Jay wanted them to. I wasn’t Jay but still I couldn’t help being intrigued by Katja. I was divided with myself weather to see her again or not when I got a text message from The Ambassador; “Do you miss me? I still have the tickets…”
”I cant believe it, what’s wrong with people?” I asked Jay.
“The lesbians never disappoint you in disappointing you. That’s why I prefer straight women...” She smiled mischievously, raising her eyebrows up and down.
Hmm.. she had a point.
“..and even better is that they haven’t been around on the gay scene fucking girls that you used to fuck or vice versa!“
So true. You already fucked anyone worth fucking (and several that was not) and the just-coming-out ones are too young. Not to mention too inexperienced.
I deleted the message and called Katja.
“I want to see you..”
”When?”
”Tonight if possible.”
”Where?”
”My place at 20?”
”I’ll see you then.”
”I thought you said you never date straight girls!”
”Well, its not like I’m dating her. I’ve only seen her twice.”
”Invitation for a dinner like that is a little bit more just seeing, I would say.”
“Its not my fault that Fifi..”
She didn’t let me finish the sentence.
”HA, blame it on Fifi your coward!”
She was right. I was a coward and straight girls are one of my biggest fears. Too many of my lesbian friends has been hurt by them and in the end they always end up with a man. Exception Jay; she always got straight women AND they stayed around for as long as Jay wanted them to. I wasn’t Jay but still I couldn’t help being intrigued by Katja. I was divided with myself weather to see her again or not when I got a text message from The Ambassador; “Do you miss me? I still have the tickets…”
”I cant believe it, what’s wrong with people?” I asked Jay.
“The lesbians never disappoint you in disappointing you. That’s why I prefer straight women...” She smiled mischievously, raising her eyebrows up and down.
Hmm.. she had a point.
“..and even better is that they haven’t been around on the gay scene fucking girls that you used to fuck or vice versa!“
So true. You already fucked anyone worth fucking (and several that was not) and the just-coming-out ones are too young. Not to mention too inexperienced.
I deleted the message and called Katja.
“I want to see you..”
”When?”
”Tonight if possible.”
”Where?”
”My place at 20?”
”I’ll see you then.”
Thursday, 12 July 2007
Wine & Dine
Fifi was so happy when I told him I was expecting a guest and that I wanted him to prepare a nice dinner for us.
“Can I serve to!?” he wanted to know.
”Of course you can”
”Thank you Madame!” He said gratefully, clapping his hands in excitement.
Katja arrived and if she was surprised to find this beautiful, muscular man in a French Maid dress in my house, she hid it well. She had dressed up for the occasion which pleased me. I like women that make an effort to look their best. Fifi asked her if she wanted an aperitif before dinner and she accepted.
We sat down in the sitting room. She admired the art and I admired her. She was a masterpiece. Beautiful face, slender body and those long legs. Her eyes captured mine and for a moment I lost track of what she was saying.
”Pardon?”
She smiled
”I said that I am glad you called me”
I smiled back
”So am I”
Fifi declared that the dinner was ready and we followed him to the dining room. Me after her as the gentlewoman I am.
The dinner was lovely, perfect even. Fifi is the best thing that happened to me! Sweetbread with Swedish foie gras and curry meringues, followed by Monkfish with pickled melon and eucalyptus. For dessert Chocolate with lemon grass and mandarin. Delicious! Katja was as impressed as me and talking to her made me feel better than in a long time. As we went back to the sitting room for a glass of champagne I changed my mind and lead her to my bedroom. Perfect ending to a perfect evening. I didn’t call a cab this time..
“Can I serve to!?” he wanted to know.
”Of course you can”
”Thank you Madame!” He said gratefully, clapping his hands in excitement.
Katja arrived and if she was surprised to find this beautiful, muscular man in a French Maid dress in my house, she hid it well. She had dressed up for the occasion which pleased me. I like women that make an effort to look their best. Fifi asked her if she wanted an aperitif before dinner and she accepted.
We sat down in the sitting room. She admired the art and I admired her. She was a masterpiece. Beautiful face, slender body and those long legs. Her eyes captured mine and for a moment I lost track of what she was saying.
”Pardon?”
She smiled
”I said that I am glad you called me”
I smiled back
”So am I”
Fifi declared that the dinner was ready and we followed him to the dining room. Me after her as the gentlewoman I am.
The dinner was lovely, perfect even. Fifi is the best thing that happened to me! Sweetbread with Swedish foie gras and curry meringues, followed by Monkfish with pickled melon and eucalyptus. For dessert Chocolate with lemon grass and mandarin. Delicious! Katja was as impressed as me and talking to her made me feel better than in a long time. As we went back to the sitting room for a glass of champagne I changed my mind and lead her to my bedroom. Perfect ending to a perfect evening. I didn’t call a cab this time..
Wednesday, 11 July 2007
Know Him so Well
Some Japanese prospects are in town and we had to take them out for a night on the town. I hate having to deal with drunk clients of the opposite sex. Sooner or later someone are getting a little bit to touchy and you can’t ask them to fuck of since you need the business. Jay are lucky.. the men always seems to come to me and the women to her. Yesterday was no exception. After a delicious dinner at Oaxen we did some bar hopping around the Stureplan area. The Japanese became drunk quite fast so I guess there could be some truth about the lack of enzyme speculations. They insisted to go to a karaoke bar, which shouldn’t surprise me but it did.
”We have to get out of this!” I grabbed Jays shoulder and looked her desperately in the eyes.
”Relax, I’ll take care of i.” Jay looked super cool and for a split of a second I almost believed her.
“You know I don’t do stages, I just cant..” I was close to crying.
”Relax… I said I take care about it. Promise!”
At the karoke bar everybody was drinking and my rule not to get drunk during job related situations was really hard to stick by. The Japanese didn’t take no for an answer. I tried to trick them by sipping my shots but they found out.. and as a result they forced me on stage. I just stood there like a mupped.. palms sweaty, body shaking and realizing that I had to do this for the sake of the firm. I looked at Jay for sympathy but she was drunk beyond. Somebody picked the song for me and it starts playing; ‘I Know Him So Well’ from the musical Chess. It was one of the most humiliating moments of my life...
”We have to get out of this!” I grabbed Jays shoulder and looked her desperately in the eyes.
”Relax, I’ll take care of i.” Jay looked super cool and for a split of a second I almost believed her.
“You know I don’t do stages, I just cant..” I was close to crying.
”Relax… I said I take care about it. Promise!”
At the karoke bar everybody was drinking and my rule not to get drunk during job related situations was really hard to stick by. The Japanese didn’t take no for an answer. I tried to trick them by sipping my shots but they found out.. and as a result they forced me on stage. I just stood there like a mupped.. palms sweaty, body shaking and realizing that I had to do this for the sake of the firm. I looked at Jay for sympathy but she was drunk beyond. Somebody picked the song for me and it starts playing; ‘I Know Him So Well’ from the musical Chess. It was one of the most humiliating moments of my life...
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